Demon Meat haha

Take it for what it is.  My sister brings me joy in some of the craziest ways, but I love her for that and embrace the crazy.  haha!

Today I woke up, went for a bike ride at the beach and then got my nails done a beautiful pink with a white flower.  Lovely.  While there my sister decided to discuss Demon Meat!  haha  WTH is Demon Meat you ask?

Pork Ribs! ........Clearly

Apparently when you eat enough Pork Ribs you have demonic dreams and nightmares.  I'm grateful that I do not eat Pork Ribs all that often, in fact rarely, so THANK YA BABY JESUS!!
However, back to the Demon Meat,  after discussing my diet with my girlfriends yesterday, I need more MEAT/Protein!   Ha ha.  LIKE  : ).... in a bad way! But seriously, I do need to be more aware of my diet.  I'm realizing that working out as hard as I am I require more protein.  You get programmed to think that carbs, sugar, meat is bad, eat more veggies, fruit, etc.  What the reality is is BALANCE. My Diet is out of balance, and my views need to be current and be modified.  I am living a lifestyle not a moment in time because I never want to end up here again!  My goal is to be more real with my diet, and try and find a daily realistic approach while I am working out like  a MOFO and needing more energy.  Future posts to come!

Part 2 -  My life is out of balance and has been for too long.  It's been out of balance in my marriage past, and in my current life.  My life is a work in progress or I'm a work in progress. 

Balance to me means health, relationships, financial, living in the moment! 

I am not being very realistic in my health in regards to my diet, and ok while I am really being honest relationships need work.  I have a relationship that needs to end, after 32 years, and I know that, see it and realize it, but am sad about it as much as I don't want to be married anymore.    A work in progress and in some regard a Demon Meat.  I never want a second serving, never want to taste it again, and don't want the nightmares anymore, but remember how sweet it was the first time I had it and how badly I wanted it again. 

BE DAMNED DEMON MEAT! and be gone!  In return I will happily accept BALANCE!