what doesn't kill ya!

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger!  True.  Speaking up and saying what you need to say isn't always easy, and sometimes it's very difficult, especially for me.  I'm learning to speak up and take control of my life, to set healthier bounderies with people, and to say no.  It doesn't kill me, and it does make me stronger.

I have the courage and the power to move through everything in life, and to find a silver lining.  My silver lining right now is the joy that I am finding in being me.  I have my ex husband to thank for that, and surfer dude too.  My ex for  taking me to a place I never want to see again, my bottom in November and opening the door to move from a tired dysfunctional relationship beyond repair, a sad and lonely me.  Surfer dude gets credit for pulling me through that door and making me realize that there is life after death in a sense, and I am a sexy woman.   Do I want a relationship again?  Eventually, but for now I am happy hooking up with the occasional meeting with Surfer Dude and getting healthy, mind body and soul.  I just got let out of the cave.... I'm not too eager to go back in haha.

So today I am kissing yesterday goodbye one day and pound at a time, and happily living for today!